I'd Rather Lead Than Follow

So, my laptop has SO broken... AGAIN. Properly sucks to be me.
I'm finally feeling a bit better though.
I'm currently reporting from my DSi, the novelty wears out fast haha. But rather this than NO blog, that would be really sucky. Hoping ima be properly better tomorrow.
I want Hopeth and Nathan to be happier, but not to worry I'll fix that this weekend.
I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow after work, I cannot wait. I'm totally re-doing myself this month. I bitch about being bored so I should get on about changing it! Rad.
Urgh, so not gunna sleep tonight. I'm TV-less and laptopless, fail. Think it's gunna be music in and overthink. Brilliant.
Ah well, it will all be forgotten by tomorrow.
Corr, I'm so fickle.
Ahh well, over it. I'll worry about that another time.

"but now you've lost it all, we're running out of time. We have things on our mind and things that we just don't like. Who do you wanna say?Who do you wanna be tonight? We were young and blind, we ignored the warning signs. How were we to know? We were so close but still so far. We grew apart and out of touch and all I wanted was to say, we're running out of time; we have things on our mind and things we just don't like."

Ahhh dunno what I'd do without music. Sometimes I listen to things that explain exactly how I feel, sometimes I do the opposite to balance myself out, and sometimes I just listen to something I like. The trick is knowing which I'm doing when. Honestly? You'll probably never understand me. No one has to date. Even though sometimes it's kinda lame, it's what makes me so... ME.
I'll spend my life paying for my selfish and irrational ways. I bruise easily and bore easier, but I guess it's what makes my life so interesting. I've committed to it now! Ha.

Right then, time to attempt sleep whilst battling a combination of conflicting thoughts. Rad. ENLIGHTEN ME.

"Are you comfortable? Because you are going to hate me for this."

Lalala, night then (hopefully!)
Mwahhhhh.