This Isn't About You

Urgh my god. I am so bored of so many things and so many people now-a-days. I swear to God I'm surrounded by children. It's just like one display of adolescent behaviour after another. And the majority of these displays are performed by people who are in their 20's, or at least 18 and over. It makes me feel so uneasy. I don't understand how people can just continue to live like this and not grow up. It's actually pathetic.
I wanna move on with my life now. I want to move, and be with new people and just have a new life that doesn't involve pathetic bullshit.
I love my friends and couldn't live without them, so they'll clearly be a part of my life, wherever I am, whoever I'm with.
If people want to carry on like 14 year olds then that is absolutely fine, but I want nothing to do with it. Because its unbelievably lame. I realised this when I was like, 16 I think, sooner than most to be honest. Well I'm sure I knew it was lame far before this, but this is when I grew out of it. When you realise you feel like an idiot as well. And you just look back on the past however many lame years and think "wow, really?"
It's pretty enlightening.
I feel sorry for people who aren't there yet.
But anyway, best of luck and all that.

At the end of the day, I've never cared about any of it. Whether people chose to try and drag me into it or not. It won't work. If you look carefully, you'll see me in the corner of your eye, laughing at you. And when you realise, you will be the one who feels like a twat.
Good day to you, ha.

Once again, find myself feeling... ridiculously smug. Gutted. I like having the opposite effect, I do it. OFTEN.

Lalalala.