Everything is pretend. In some ways I like that. It means you never have to take anything to hard or to seriously. But sometimes it's really lame. I get bored of pretending and playing games. Sometimes I wish people would just be as blunt and honest as me. Then again, a world full of people like that would get boring fast. I want to go back to Thailand and be with amazing people in amazing places. And just feel "wow".
I watched American Beauty last night. It put me in a well weird mood. Some films just do that to me. But I wasn't really prepared for it last night. Totally couldn't sleep last night. Sucks to be me.
This month I'm saving all my money for Brighton and Bristol. That's all I'm spending money on.
But they're gunna be two amazing weekends.
I put in for my summer leave today as well. Amazing. Got me all excited about summer. Rosie's birthday, Big Chill & Nass.
Summer will be all about me, Bry, Hope & Rosie I think. Who knows though, I mean, anything could happen in the time from now and then right? Who knows who will appear into my life.
I reckon my life will be dramatically different by then, in some way. But I couldn't say how, not just yet anyway. But it is more than welcome.
Don't get me wrong, my life is amazing right now and I can't complain. I'm just bored. There are no challenges. I need challenging people and challenging situations. I like to prove myself, but people already know what I'm capable of around here. Bring it on.
I miss people. A few people. The good ones.
Mmm, music, lots of it, really loud. That's what I've been all about today.
That and.. cough sweets and cough mixture ha.
Yum yum.
Lets all hope that I'm better tomorrow yes?
Lalalala, ta-ra.
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