20 April 2010

Yes I Have To Change The Rules, I Can't Lose

My heart is racing.
What is wrong with me?
I think I need to calm down.
How very melodramatic of me.
I tend to do this. Just ruin things for myself... as a way to end things before they can hurt me. Or mean too much to me that they can easily hurt me.
Not about that.

RESCUE ME.


"Today is the day, the worst day of my life. You're so content it hurts me, I don't know why. The cost of misery is at an all time high; I keep it hidden close to the surface in sight. I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe. When I'm going down don't worry about me .Don't try this at home. You said you don't see. I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me."

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