There's No Hope For The Weak; Your Heroes Have Died ♥

Yeah, so the reason I haven't been updating this very much is that I've literally been ill for two weeks. It's such a joke. But due to this nothing in my life has changed too dramatically.
I'm going back to work tomorrow which will be good, a little daunting though to be honest. I don't know, it'll be good fun anyway, better than sitting around doing nothing all day everyday.
I couldn't go back to being jobless; unless I had someone super fun to hang out with everyday of course.
I'm currently listening to The Con by Tegan and Sara, I know I've quoted it more than once on here lately, but I just think it's an amazing song. I adore it. The lyrics are amazing.
Last night I went out for a bit because I was so sick of being stuck inside for weeks, but it just made me feel more ill so went home again!!
I am genuinely feeling a little better, last week was hell. So I'm hoping just being at work will be a distraction from it all.
One of my gill's grew out the day before yesterday, I am sad because they're beautiful and I love them. Such a shame. But I still have one! I said that when they grow out I would get them done on the other side, but right now I cannot afford £50 on piercings. MANNNN, SO ANNOYED. Plus I'm on the tattoo case at the moment, so all spare funds need to go towards that. Yes please.
So, one of the few problems in my life was nearly on the road to recovery, until suddenly it all started going down hill again. Which is weird, because nothing particularly atrocious happened, I just realised that it's never going to be fixed.
Break my trust and it's almost impossible to repair what you have broken.
Last night I started reading my book Mad, Bad and Sad. The History of Women and The Mind Doctors From 1800 To The Present. It's such a good book already. I cannot wait to finish it.
I started listening to Parkway Drive again today and just remembered how good they are!!!
I'm looking forward to tomorrow because it means I'll have someone to play with for a week. I've been bored out of my skull lately.
Unfortunately it has come to light that the majority of people around her are just awful and therefore the selection of people I actually want to grace with my presence is minimal. Ha, what a bitch. Ahh well... brutal honesty?
Yeah, so, I also tried to be nice about something and seemed to make the whole thing worse, sorry!! My bad. But seriously, grow up. You're not in love & you need to act your age.
Even better... "act your rage."
Ahhh, I'm in a strange mood.
I felt a little let down, again, today by a certain person, but its the same person that continues to let me down, unintentionally. So never mind. Some people just don't see how self absorbed they are. I cannot fault them for that.
I want to wear my braces to work tomorrow but have nothing to wear them with which is really lame.
Anyway, I guess it's about time for me to go and make some tea, listen to Gallows, Distillers, Tegan & Sara, Heart Of A Coward, Deaf Havana, Parkway Drive & Bury Tomorrow, play with Bella, have a shower, make a low calorie meal and hit the sack. It's all about tomorrow as far as I'm concerned.

Oh, I want to watch Hook! :)
"You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you... Peter Pan. That's where I'll be waiting." Ah, beautiful.