So, let's see.
So I haven't updated this in like 11/12 days.
It's currently 05:29 and I haven't slept because I had a nap yesterday afternoon. Woopsies.
So I really do think I need a night time job because I can do the awake in the day and night thing pretty well, but not the awake in the day asleep in the night. Lalala.
Yeah, so since I last updated, God knows whats happened. I went to London?
That was awesome, I went to stay with my friend Izzy who I've known since we were about 3 which is crazy. She lives in Harrow and has a beaut apartment that she shares with her aunt. It was amazing to get away.
I basically went because I had a few days of holiday I needed to take so thought, why the hell not!! Got the bus up, biggest mistake of my life, never ever ever again. Did lots of things which I will keep in my memory for a long time. I never forget trips away, whether they're to somewhere in the country or the other side of the world. I love visiting different places and spending time with different people. It's soul-shaping.
Going back to work after almost a week off was hard!! But today was easy because we were doing a Rack, Stack and Pack which meant I didn't really have much to do. Lovely. And it was Hanna's last day which is mad because she's off travelling/studying in Jordan! I am so so so jealous, it made me want to go back to Malaysia so badly, next year, if I can afford the flights, I am gone.
I woke up with a slight sore throat this morning, brilliant. But, nothing I can't handle. Over itttt.
I'm going through that time I have every few months where I hate all my clothes, but also hate all the clothes in shops and want to change my style, but don't have a clue how and so I'm constantly having a bad clothes day. And to top it off my hair is just at an awful length at the moment, I'm trying to grow it out again but it's getting to that horrible in between length people always used to complain about... I now understand!
I also have no idea what colour my hair is, I genuinely have to look in the mirror now to remember. How ridiculous. It's just changed so much over the last month or two that I look at a photo and think, yeah that's what I look like... oh wait? Ha, retarddddd. Anyway, I'm not getting out of bed to check now but I'm pretty sure it's brown, a bit darker than my natural colour.
I miss my black hair, but I'm not dying it black again because it ruined my hair to get it back to brown and I know I wont want it black forever. Ahhh well.
I miss my lush long hair, so unfunny. Anyway, it's good its short because my hair had no style when it was long, this way I can grow it but make sure it looks rad.
I love and hate all music at the moment, I'm just getting bored of everything I hear horrifically quickly. Lame much?
So yeah, Bella is still adorable. She was outside then entire time I was in London as I didn't want her cage to get messy and have to ask James to clean it, this way he could just feed her easily. Luckily the weather was amazing, but she wasn't too impressed to come inside after that. She likes it out there. However, she is now perfectly happy in her little bedroom, chewing on lettuce, hay and Bella food.
I thought that maybe the reason I love her so much is because bunnies like to be awake at night and sleep in the day, and I like to be awake at night (I also like to be awake in the day, but if I could choose, I would sleep for a few hours early in the morning and then be awake for most of the day and night!)
So, lately my life has been kind of crazy; good and bad.
I think it's kind of settling, but I'm sure it'll only be settled to the next day be flipped upside down.
...I can't complain, after all, I spent the beginning of the year complaining my life was too boring.
I also must consider that nothing that is happening at the moment will be the way it is in two months time. In two months and a day I will no longer be living in this house, I will no longer be working full time and the people in my life and their situations could be very different. I like to watch things work out, to see if what I have predicted comes true.
Regardless of ups and downs I have been having a helluva lot to fun lately. Cannot complain about that.
I am ready to laze around for a month or two though if I'm totally honest.
I'm try to decide whether it would be worth getting some kind of temp job for august, just a few hours to give me a little extra cash. I don't know, I'll look into it. Could be worthwhile, good fun. Maybe I could do some baby sitting seeing as I will be free in the days and its the summer holidays?
Anyway, I literally am just babbling on. But I like to, because, that's what my blog is for. I can't believe its already the end of May. I mean, we're basically half way through the year. THAT'S crazy.
I can vividly remember writing my first blog on the 4th Jan. I like that I am still writing, I am looking forward to going back over it at the end of the year because so much will have changed, it already has.
So, I'm going to try harder to update every day again. I have no excuse.
Tomorrow/today I think I'm just going to chill out and do little seeing as it's a bank holiday weekend so I will make the most of Monday. I might be seeing my Mummy on Monday because she misses me. So that would be nice. I'd quite like to go riding if I could get a private session for an hour or something, I will look into it.
Oh, yeah, I forgot to say... I might have already, but anyway, I've started jogging. I enjoy it. It's been a while, I used to LOVE running. What happened there? So yeah, I couldn't go when I was in London obviously, but now I'm home I'm back on it.
I want to make sure I have a lovely yummy figure for summer (that's assuming we haven't just had the best of it.)
I really hope this summer is lovely and hot and just, perfect. I have a lot of expectations for this summer and I wish to see them through, good weather will help. The last week has been incredible, it was SO hot. I got a tan just playing a cheeky round of adventure golf! I say a tan, I'm still paler than the average British citizen, but that's just me, so I hope the weather continues. Not particularly likely seeing as it rained all day today! Good.
My house in Brighton is all secure and ready for me as of august 1st 2010. I cannot wait. But I'm not moving up until September. So I'll be moving home with my Mum for a month, don't really know how much time I will actually spend there though.
Anyway, I really am going to stop talking now.
Morning sir's and madam's.
TEGAN & SARA, DISTILLERS, GALLOWS, DEAF HAVANA, HEART OF A COWARD, PARKWAY DRIVE, MUMFORD & SONS.
"You're my daydream does it make you homesick for me? I'm missing you, I'm still missing you. Well I guess that I've never really had you."
Goodnight at... 06:06.
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