26 June 2010

And Now I'm Running & Screaming; I Feel Like A Hero

I'm having one of those days where I feel disgusting in every possible way.
Nothing would make me feel any better about myself.
I feel yuck.
Chubs.
Ugly.
Bad hair day.
Bad face day.
Stupid tan lines.
Yuck yuck yuck.
Enough of that anyhow. I have these days, and then I wake up thinking I am skinnier and pretty than I was the day before and everything is better again.
A disgusting outlook on life I know.

Things to do over the weekend:
  • Work
  • Buy ingredients for Lemon Drizzle Cake
  • Buy some gradual tan
  • Part-take in some form of beautification
  • Check on my student finance
  • Paint my nails again as I'm sure they will have chipped from type-type-typing all day at work
  • Pay my water bill
  • Sleep a lot before Sunday
  • Not get over excited
  • Spend as little money as possible

I think that's a do-able list of things to do.
So, I've tried to sleep and have failed miserably, and somehow found myself increasing my "games won" stats on solitaire. Something I am proud of but am fully aware there is no rational explanation as to why.
Dorky? I'm okay with it.

So then, as it is now 01:22 (not so bad as far as I go) I am going to try and combat my continual battle with sleep.
Maybe I don't sleep because I'm scared of what my imagination (crossed with daily events and probably subconscious thought) might dream up? Huh, food for thought.
Night blog people.

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