I'm Not Gunna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You

Today was fun. I started cleaning out my closet to move.
Spent hours on the phone and on skype, always good.
Went into town and got stickytape.
Wrap Marchant's present.
Saw Sam, went to see Inception.
Lalalala.
Bye

I Hope I Never Figure Out Who Broke Your Heart

My expectations are so high I push myself away from people because it's too easy to feel let down. And I don't even care; I chose that to people screwing me over for the rest of my life. Just sitting watching people playing mind games with each other, lying, going back on things they've said. Just not for me, I cannot handle it.
Done.

FML.

The weather is SHOCKING and my bunny is all wet from being in the garden half the day, bad bunny mummy. She's inside now, sulking in the kitchen!

I Like To Feed On Broken Hearts, There Ain't No Taste Like Lovers Falling Apart

Apparently.



By refusing to accept any responsibility for your actions and behaviours you sacrifice the opportunity to learn from your mistakes.
Food for thought.



Say what you are.

I Need You Defenceless, Dependant & Alone

I want these.
Please?
Apparently I have to look feminine tomorrow. I take that to mean I dont tend to?
Ta-ra.

Left For Dead

I've had my headache back since Monday. It truly sucks.
Been man enough to go to work though. On the bus now.
My eyes watered the entire way to the bus stop, which I hate. seriously, why does it happen to me all the time?
I'm starting to think it only happens when I get too much sleep. Like last night.
Would that happen?
I woke up last night to really weird screaming noises; took me a good minute or so to really sink into reality and realise they were shrieks coming from Leila and James, doing, I dunno, whatever they were doing downstairs!
I turned Bones up and went back to sleep.
My life is the definition of uneventful when I'm ill.
Anyway. Work time soon.
Oh, I can just about get my hair in a tiny ponytail now, ha win :)

I'm Tangled Up In You

The dawn is breaking, a light shining through. You're barely waking & I'm tangled up in you. I'm open. You're closed, I follow your call, I worry I won't see your face light up again. Even the best fall down sometimes, even the wrong words seem to rhyme, out the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find you and I collide.
I'm quiet you know, you make a first impression. I found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind. Even the best fall down sometimes, even the stars refuse to shine. out of the back you fall in time, I somehow find you and I collide. Don't stop here, I lost my place; I'm close behind.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills your mind, you finally find you and I collide.

I Guess Words Are A Mother F*cker They Can Be Great Or Even Worse They Can Teach Hate

ERM, WHEN DID IT BECOME JULY??
Seriously, time has passed ridiculously quickly this year. I genuinely thought it would DRAG, at least up until I moved to Brighton, it's flown by.
Insane.
God, I'm gunna be a 40 year-old woman before I know it aren't I?
TIME FLIES. "No, time passes at the same speed all of the time." -in joke.
I'm really looking forward to things now, it's all coming so soon.
Everything I know as normality now will be the total opposite of normality in three months time!

Things to look forward to:
1. Friday the 9th of July; annual leave. Hope for sunshine.
2. Saturday the 17th of July-Sunday the 22nd of July; annual leave.
i) First Saturday off in three weeks (17/7)
ii) Go to Bristol for Rosie's birthday (20/7-22/7)
iii) Go to London to visit nice people (22/7-25/7)
3. Monday the 26th of July-Friday the 30th of July; my last ever week at EDF Energy. Gah.
4. Saturday the 31st of July; move out of 87 Monks Road and move back home for a while!
5. Friday the 6th of August-Monday the 9th of August; The Big Chill. PERFECT.
6. Tuesday the 10th of August onward; do whatever I want until I move to Brighton.
7. Date still TBC; move to Brighton
8. Friday the 1st of October; start my degree at Sussex University.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)
F-yes.

Our Feelings Blow Out Like A Lamp Light

So, last night I had a really weird, really warped dream. I was thinking about it this morning whilst walking into town. I was trying to remember it, like properly, you know? I can remember snipits of it. This and that. A short image will flash into my mind and then just disappear again. But I think it was pretty representative of a lot of the things going on in my life at the moment.
Seeing as I can't remember it properly and the memory of dreams fade quicker every second I'll never really know what it meant.
Maybe that's for the best.
I woke up in a better mood than I went to sleep, however it quickly dropped again after being stopped in the street twice; once by some weird guy, I dunno!? And then by a man who started preaching at me. How many times can you tell someone you're going to be late for work? Gah.
Anyway, on the bus now so I've escaped a large selection of societies greatest madmen.
I think I'm going to read my book later. Its been a while! :(